Saturday, February 16, 2008
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore

samm spoke at 6:44 AM


Sunday, February 10, 2008
losing everyone i love and hold dear to my heart.
and it s all ME, my screwed up personality, my fiery temper, my impulsiveness, without consideration of consequences and feelings.

be afraid, be very afraid.

samm spoke at 2:51 AM


Wednesday, February 06, 2008
MUSIC IS MY LIFE.
do something you re passionate about, and you ll do it well.

everyone s been asking me what im gonna do in the future, what i wanna be.
honestly, i dont know. cause i have many dreams! not just one, but manymany.

my dream is to make music that would change the world.
lyrics that heal, melodies that soothe the soul.
songs that bind people, regardless of the differences that exist.

my dream is to help the poor and needy in every way possible.
reach out to the people, children in the third world, far less fortunate than me.
feed them, clothe them, shelter them, hug them, tell them someone loves them.

hmm so i dont have manymany dreams haha. just two.
i guess i could be an artist who feeds the hungry.
a humanitarian who sings to the little ones.
music therapist to stricken countries.

daddy and mom are not rich. they dont have a salary. our family supported by the church and family friends.
yet, i feel blessed. i have more than enough. more than i could ever ask for.
i have everything i need.
and most of what i want.
(:

a cheer for the grumpy.
a hug for the mean.
food for the hungry.
a piggyback ride for the weak.


you never know when someone needs a smile. so smile always! ((:

samm spoke at 4:45 AM